Mr. Gu, my wife went to the men's department to register for you again.

There was a half-filled bottle of water at her feet, and she wasn't committing suicide.

This realization made Mo Mingxuan suddenly feel relieved.

Less than two meters away in front of Han Ruoxing was an abyss. He didn't dare to disturb her, so he sat down not far from her and stayed with her.

It was past noon, and although the sun was strong, it was still very cold on the top of the mountain.

Han Ruoxing wore a jacket, but it didn't look very thick, and her exposed earlobes were red from the cold.

Ruoxing...

He gently called her name.

Han Ruoxing didn't move, and she didn't know if she heard him.

Mo Mingxuan looked at the distant mountains covered with clouds and fog, and spoke again after a long time, I have a younger brother named Minglei, who is more than two years younger than me. He is very cute, has been well-behaved since he was a child, and is also very smart. By the time he was one year old, he could speak some simple words and smile whenever he saw someone. He was very lovable and almost everyone who met him liked him.

I am not a gifted person. Whether it is walking or talking, I am later than my peers and learn things slowly. In addition, I was introverted when I was a child and did not please the elders in the family. My mother was often angered because of me. Xiaolei's arrival , diverted my family’s attention from me, and made me feel more relaxed than ever before, so I also like him very much.”

The time when Xiaolei was born was a rare happy time in my life. However, this time did not last long. During the Mid-Autumn Festival of the second year after Xiaolei was born, my aunt came back from abroad to celebrate the festival, and the whole family was busy giving her gifts. Take the wind and wash away the dust.”

My aunt brought me a very beautiful car model from abroad. Xiaolei and I liked it very much, so we started playing together in the room.

The house was very lively that day, and the adults were very busy. The aunt who took care of Xiao Lei said she wanted to go downstairs to cut fruit. The aunt didn't come up for a long time. Xiao Lei kept humming and seemed to be uncomfortable. I thought he was thirsty. I took his bottle and imitated my mother’s example of getting him water.”

When I came back, Xiao Lei seemed to be even more uncomfortable. His face was red and he kept making weird noises in his throat. But I didn't think there was anything wrong at the time. I even gave him water with a bottle.

I didn't drink much water, and my clothes were all wet. Then I realized that he was crying, but he couldn't make a sound. I didn't know what was wrong. I went downstairs to find the adults, but I'm not that smart. When I was over three years old, I couldn’t even speak clearly. No one had the patience to listen to what I was saying. We all thought I was making trouble.”

I ran back to the room again. This time, Xiaolei was motionless...

His voice was very soft, I thought he was asleep, and I was very sleepy, so I lay next to him and fell asleep, until I was awakened by the scream of an adult.

Xiao Lei died. The small parts of the car got stuck in his throat and he suffocated to death. The joyful family dinner that day ended miserably. My mother cried so hard that she looked at me with strange eyes. , full of complaints and hatred, I have remembered that look for a long time.

I have thought for a long time that if Xiao Lei was my brother, and if something happened to me, he would be so smart and he would be able to call the adults immediately.

I started to become cautious and cautious. I studied hard and tried to imitate Xiao Lei, hoping to make adults happy, but my grandfather thought I was stupid and my mother always seemed to look at him through me.

I suddenly thought, how wonderful it would be if I were the one who died. Do you know what Jingyan said to me?

Gu Jingyan's name finally made Han Ruoxing, who had been silent, react.

She lay on her knees and tilted her head slightly. Her eyes, which were covered by her hair, were red and swollen.

Mo Mingxuan said hoarsely, He said you are just a child. Why do you ask a child to maturely deal with things that adults may not be able to handle skillfully? The adults blame you because they dare not admit that it is their own. It's dereliction of duty, but Xiaolei won't. He will always remember how much his brother loved him, because when he learned to speak, the first person he called was his brother.

He turned away and calmed down his emotions. After a long time, he spoke again, Ruoxing, this world is full of accidents and unhappiness. You can be sad and sad, but life still has to move forward. Uncle Song and Tianjun, your grandparents , as well as Miss Tang and our friends, we all hope you are well, and the same goes for Jingyan. When he left like that, I think the last thing he wanted was for something to happen to you.

Jingyan said something to me before, and I will pass it on to you.

He said: As long as I am here, you can be weak.

His voice blended with the wind and reached her ears. In a daze, Han Ruoxing seemed to hear Gu Jingyan saying in her ear, Even if my first choice is to save myself, I am willing to live and die with you.

fraud! fraud!

Han Ruoxing finally couldn't restrain the surge of pain and burst into tears.

The cry was in the wind, in the mountain stream, in the pouring spring water. I wonder if it could reach Gu Jingyan's ears and make him nostalgic for the earthly world.

She couldn't control her emotions, nor could she control her unwillingness and resentment.

Why did you bring the police?

Why should I save you?

Those crying questions made Mo Mingxuan's heart feel like a knife. He said I'm sorry over and over again with red eyes.

Han Ruoxing vented her emotions wantonly, crying until the end, and her voice became hoarse.

Waiting until the crying subsided and stopped, Mo Mingxuan spoke again, Go down the mountain. If you still want to write tomorrow, I will accompany you.

Not coming, Han Ruoxing packed her things and said in a low voice, I'll go home and wait for him.

Then he picked up his bag, stood up, and walked down the mountain.

Mo Mingxuan followed in silence.

While walking on the plank road, Han Ruoxing's legs suddenly went weak, which startled Mo Mingxuan.

He pulled her nervously, How are you?

Han Ruoxing brushed his hand away, It's okay.

After that, she continued to walk forward, and when she got off the plank road, Han Ruoxing's eyes became more and more colorful. Mo Mingxuan seemed to have said something, but she didn't hear it clearly and staggered into the darkness...

After returning from the top of the mountain, Han Ruoxing had a fever.

Mo Mingxuan took her to the health center. The doctor on duty at the health center didn't know whether he was inexperienced or got in because of his connections. He said he would give her a fever-reducing injection, but the needle was so wobbly that he couldn't even hold it steady. Although Han Ruoxing was wearing a fever, I have a fever, but I am very restless, talking nonsense all the time, and making big movements, and I can't hold it back at all.

Mo Mingxuan was also afraid that this inexperienced doctor would hurt her, so he said, Prescribe some antipyretic medicine.

So the doctor prescribed several more medicines, but Han Ruoxing also vomited as soon as she took them.

After working for a long time, I didn't feed much. Finally, I switched to oral liquid and finally got some in.

The temperature fluctuated throughout the night until it finally subsided near noon the next day. (End of chapter)