Zhui Xu

119. Chapter 119 mood (below)

When I woke up again, it was already morning, it seemed to rain on cloudy days, and the weather was a bit stuffy. Xiang Gong’s figure is no longer in front of the window, and Xiao Chan has already gone to rest, and Juan’er and Xing’s are here. According to Juan’er, an earlier old man came over and saw that she was sleeping and said that she didn’t wake up. She just asked me what the charts on the table were for, knowing what Ning Yi did. I didn’t ask much, just let her have a good rest.

One night in the district, the high fever could not be allowed to fade. She drank another bowl of medicine, her head was groggy, and her mouth was full of bitterness. The anxiety in my heart is still there, even though Li Heng said that, but what will happen in the end… She actually knows how much, but she is unwilling to take it, and it takes a lot of effort.

The figure was not in this room, and I remembered it in my heart. I felt that it was a big piece of empty space, but I finally fell into sleepiness in a daze. This time, the sleep was not like that of the early morning, and all kinds of nightmares came to her, which made her unable to rest. When I woke up, the time passed by noon. Ning Yi sat in the chair in front of the window and whispered something to Juan’er, who was standing next to the waiter. It was probably for an account last year, Juan’ Er whispered the reason.

Xiao Chan came over and said, “Miss, wake up?” Then Ning Yi and Juan’er also came back.

The body is very tired, I don’t want to talk, I don’t want to move, but my nephew comes over and raises the pillow for her. Li Heng’s hand reaches over her forehead – except last night, they have never had such intimacy before. Contact, but the feeling is natural. After measuring the temperature of the forehead with the palm of his hand, the man nodded. “It seems to be better. I will call Sun Dafu to come over.” Then he said something “about forty degrees yesterday”. .

Xiao Chan came out to the porridge bowl and forced her to drink a few small porridges. Soon after, Dr. Sun came over and asked some questions. Xiao Chan occasionally said something, Li Heng continued to read the books at the table and recorded things. Only occasionally open. She lay there watching a group of people coming and going, and sometimes she was alone in this room with Ning Yi. The back movements at the table seemed to be quick and clear, methodical, and create a very The strange feeling is very calming.

In the evening, the sky was dark, and the rain came out of the window. The fresh air drifted into the room and there was a smell of earth.

She only slept occasionally, and then woke up. This evening, Liao Shopkeeper and others did not enter the government. There was no such thing as a swaying light in the rain curtain for a few days. What are they doing, and the business situation has not happened. Change… Occasionally thinking in my heart, only Ning Yi and her nephew Juan’er apricot are in the room with her, a few rice papers are hung on the wall in the room, Li Heng occasionally glances at it, it is This quiet situation adds a strange color that is difficult to understand.

Although her bedroom often handles some business matters, it seems to be more atmospheric than the typical bedroom. However, many girls like things and decorations. At this time, adding these rice papers will suddenly break the atmosphere. . Most of the room was still quiet, and Juan’er Apricot whispered to Li Heng with her. The in and out was also light, mixed in the rain, and Li Heng’s busyness and concentration had its own rules. Only brought the power of silence.

By this night, she was more clearly thinking of the idea of ​​the early morning: Xiang Gong is a scholar, even Jiangning’s most powerful talent.

In the early years, when I was not married, or when I was a girl, I took advantage of these things and I have been imagining more than once. In the future, I will marry a talented talented person. Even if she is a merchant of business, she is also a big family. Merchants, there is no such opportunity.

Since I have learned a lot about the world, this kind of thinking has been reduced, but I still have it. The stories of the talented and beautiful people who once happened in Jiangning, and later the famous Cao Guan, Li Pin and others, who happened to be rumored at the poetry banquet, she was very interested to inquire, even later I went to the Pu Park Poem Conference mostly to talk about business, but when I heard other poems, I saw many good poems and made her feel value for money. It seems to be another thing in the world. Does not prevent her from going to like it.

Then, life or life, she became a pro according to the scheduled plan, recruited, and said that it is a scholar, but can not match the talent, can only be said to be a nerd. Life is life, she can still take care of the great poets, but when she seems to be not as good as expected, when some things start to overlap, she feels that she is at a loss.

My own status is called the first talent of Jiangning by some people. What should I do? In fact, she does not feel that there is a big literati in the big literati. In the past, I heard about books and watching operas, and all of them are plain and clear. The big geniuses should also refer to the classics. Even if they are slightly deviant, they should show their talents. Everything should be the center and the logo, the kind that people can’t get close to. She used to marry a big talent. It should be “the official has worked hard” and “thanks to the woman who cares” – in short, it is as formal and distance as the stage, but what should be the case if there is no distance?

Simple and casual speech on weekdays, not arrogant, not humorous, humorous, but such a person is known as the first talent. The two words she always looks at. They are not like ordinary couples, sometimes they are like friends. She has never heard of such good friends. They go to the second floor every few days. Speak and say anything. Can men and women become such friends? Some words in this legend often have women dressed as men and then friends, but she did not pretend, but there are such couples? It seems that I have never heard of it.

She actually likes this feeling. She likes it… I don’t know how to change it, and I don’t know how to go further. This cognition of being a big talent is always a bit fuzzy in her. Until then it was clear.

From the afternoon to the evening, she heard a few questions from Xianggong and whispered, which are the most critical points in the accounts of the past few years. Xiang Gong is a smart person, he is serious about doing these things. This matter Su Tan Er soon became clear, but there are talents who can’t do anything about it. Xianggong is a big talent, and he is the daughter of a merchant. These things should have been done by themselves. In the effort to do well, and strive to prevent the public from feeling the trouble and interference of these things, but at this time, after all, he is still involved.

The result will be different. It is not important here. Xiang Gong can’t do this well. He wants to widen his heart and say, “I will do it well.” But these things can be solved without determination, no matter what. After letting him in, he still let these things get involved with him…

She thought about these things, and she slept for a while, until midnight, the rain was still down, but the night was quiet, the light of the oil lamp was swaying, and only the back of Li Heng was sitting in the chair, he was Looking at some of the letters with the Shopkeepers around, I noticed that when I was in the back, I turned back and then let go of the letter and got up.

“Wake up? Want to drink some water?”

“Well…” Su Tan Er nodded slightly.

Ning Yi raised the pillow and poured a cup of warm water from the side. She gave her a few sips: “Apricot slept with Juan’er, and Xiao Chan was very tired today, so she lied to her for a break, but When you are going to take medicine, you’d better wake up. Hey, if you want to…” Ning Yi looked at her for a while and then got up. “I’m going to call Xiao Chan.”

Ning Yi’s hesitation has its reasons. During the day, he deliberately disappeared several times, mainly because it is convenient for him to get out of bed. Her cold is heavy, but the strength of getting out of bed is still some, not true. The beggar was on the bed. These privacy things are not easy to say. If in normal times, Su Tan Er’s face doesn’t know what to look like, but at this time it’s just a little embarrassing. Seeing Ning Yi’s departure, he just said: “It’s not… …” When Ning Yi stopped, he whispered: “It’s true that you don’t avoid it…” Of course, if he completely avoids or doesn’t want these things at all, the most uncomfortable is himself.

Ning Yi smiled and said, “What’s better?”

“Better……”

“It’s about two or three days to get a fever.” Ning Yi looked at her and could say a lot of things, but in the end she shook her head: “You feel bad in your heart, don’t quarrel with you, want to eat or have other things to follow. I say.”

He took a letter and sat down in a chair not far away. The room was quiet. The autumn rain outside had already become the background. Su Tan Er looked at the figure for a long time and finally said: “Meet the public… Why would you promise this? What about the family?”

In the past, there have been similar speeches between the two people, but when it comes out, the problem is obviously not the same. Ning Yi put down the letter and looked at Su Tan Er on the bed. After a long while, she smiled and shook her head. “I thought about talking to you, but… maybe a few days, when you are awake? You look now. It’s not good.”

“Concubine’s is okay, I want to… I want to know.” Su Tan Er said slowly. “Is it true that I want to talk about it?”

“It’s not why I promised this marriage.” Ning Yi put the letter paper aside, moved the chair to the bed and sat down. “Previously… I have already said it. I don’t know why I promised this marriage, amnesia. What I want to say is not something that happened before amnesia, but something after…”

“After things?”

Ning Yi looked at her for a while, sighed and then laughed: “Are you sure you want to hear this now?”

Su Tan Er also tried to smile: “If you don’t listen, concubine’s can’t sleep…”

“Okay.” Ning Yi nodded. Because Su Tan Er was sometimes limited in flexibility, his speech rate was not fast, and he repeated it. “It’s actually a simple matter. Now, don’t say, there is I will definitely say it one day… There is a man named Ning Yi who is married to a woman named Su Tan Er, so we both know each other… these are facts, don’t think about him, fate Yeah, it’s a bad thing, anyway, it’s two of us… you are part of it, do you think so?”

Su Tan Er frowned and thought about it. He didn’t quite understand what Ning Yi said: “concubine’s ……concubine’s, very happy…”

Ning Yi patted her hand and paused a little: “There are people who are empty, what are you, swearing… In short, things are already like this, life is simple, as for me, nothing to enter. More opinions, for you, I don’t hate you… No, it’s better to say directly, I like you, business or personality, you are very good, but good, this kind of personality, I like it, more Besides, you are pretty pretty…”

Ning Yi held the chin with one hand at the bedside, and the sentence was light and peaceful, as if he had thought of where he was. Su Tan Er was somewhat unprepared in the sudden, even in the case of such a weak situation, his face was stunned and stupid: “It’s true, like, is true… like it? ”

“Well, I like it.”

“But…but this is not everyone’s character…there is no talent for a woman, a woman’s house…not to be like this, they all say…this…man won’t like this…” said incoherently For a while, Su Tan Er, who was sick, still did not forget to use his eyes to emphasize something. After a while, he was depressed. “I can’t match the public…”

“At this time, I still love to raise the bar. In the eyes of others, I am just eating soft rice. You are better than many men…”

“It’s not a matter of fact…”

Ning Yi smiled and said: “At this time, there is no need to always be self-deprecating. These are not important. I argue that tomorrow will have no result… Anyway, anything between us. I am not satisfied with life, I like you too. I like this yard, my daughter Juan’er apricot, some boring people around, doing some boring things all day, but in general, it doesn’t matter if I go on like this, it’s good. So, think Tell you about this.”

He shook Su Tan Er with some weak palms, five fingers round and slender, very beautiful, held in his hands and played, then set it down: “If you don’t have much dissatisfaction, then we may have to go on like this… … no matter how it was arranged in the past, it is already the case anyway. You don’t have to think about why it is like this. Anyway, it doesn’t hate it. That’s it…”

He pulled the hand of Su Tan Er and waited for an answer. This may be a more important decision for Ning Yi. When he woke up, he still made preparations to go at any time. Later, he just waited for his changes, but at this time, some things can be determined. I don’t have to think about the factors that are too romantic. In short, since there is a couple’s name, since Su Tan Er’s temper is not annoying, the two get along well and can’t change it, then it doesn’t matter. Then, nothing more. It is life.

Su Tan Er looked at him, his eyes groaned, and he licked his eyes, his eyes narrowed, his tears shed, his lips pressed, and he couldn’t speak. Ning Yi waited for a long time before she smiled and said: “No matter what, I have to give it a sentence…”

“Yang Gong…” Su Tan Er’s lips moved. “Tan’er is better after this incident, we…” The voice whimpered and hoarse, but the eyes were firm, rainy night In the middle, she paused a little and sucked her nose.

“Our consummate marriage…”

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