The days of being a spiritual mentor in Meiman

Wait, so, you knew Schiller, not when you were investigating the serial murder case, but you knew him when you were a child? Constantine also sat down, looked at Angela and asked.

Angela took a few deep breaths, tried to calm down, then shook her head and said: No, I didn't know him at that time, I just remember that the expert my parents had appointed was late that day, so, He asked the hospital's trainee doctor to give me a preliminary diagnosis.

The intern said his name was Schiller, but at that time, I was already terrified. When I saw him, I started crying... Angela opened her mouth, and then he showed a dumbfounded smile. The expression said: I still remember that at that time, he was a little at a loss.

He didn't know why I cried as soon as I saw him. He coaxed me for a long time, but it didn't work at all. In the end, I was tired from crying before I could carry out the normal examination.

Angela shook her head and said: At that time, I had completely collapsed. He asked me why I was crying. I don't remember what I said, but it must have been a lot of nonsense anyway.

But in short, I told him the ins and outs, and what impressed me the most was that he didn't show any surprise that I could see some monsters, and he didn't think that I was out of my mind like many people.

He said that he can help me solve this trouble, so that I will no longer suffer from it in the future, and I will not be found to be mentally abnormal by anyone.

Constantine's eyes widened suddenly, he looked at Angela and asked, You mean, it was Schiller who made you unable to see those things??? This is impossible, isn't it because the devil chose your sister, Didn't choose you?

He didn't explain too much to me. Angela shook her head and said, At that time, I was very tired from crying, and he played me a very soothing piano piece, and I slowly relaxed, and then went to sleep What happened after that, I don't know.

Constantine froze on the spot and began to think. While thinking, he said, It stands to reason that you can see those things because of mysticism, and you can't see those things because of mysticism.

During this process, any psychiatric and psychological treatment should be useless. You can't see those things, it's just because the devil gave up your soul and went to find your sister.

How do you know that the devil is looking for my sister? Angela asked suddenly, she said: From my sister's letter, she committed suicide, and she committed suicide to solve the conspiracy of the mysterious organization, didn't she Because the devil came to look for her, how can you be sure that the devil chose my sister?

Because if the devil chose you, you should be able to continue to see them, but you don't, so... Constantine shook his head and said, Indeed, you can't be so arbitrary, after all, your sister is dead now, and no one can I know, before she died, did the devil find her...

If the devil chose you from the beginning, there should be no way to make you invisible to those things... Constantine fell into deep thought, and he said: Schiller must have adopted something else way, it's impossible.

If he really has this method...if he really has this method... Constantine began to mutter, while Angela looked at him and said, When I wake up, he Tell me, make me believe that there is absolutely no such thing, and say so to whoever asks.

Then, she raised her head again, looked at the ceiling and said, But that wasn't the last time we met, after I let go of the murderer, I started to fall into serious psychological problems again, suffering from insomnia and nightmares staring at me, almost killing me.

At that time, I was rushing to the city to handle a case. During the process of handling the case, I passed out and was taken to the hospital by my colleagues. There, I saw Schiller again, but at that time, he was already the attending physician. gone.

At first, he didn't recognize me, but I always remembered his face, so he was surprised when I said I was the little girl who cried when I saw his face, he said, He didn't expect me to be a policeman.

I have to admit, I was still happy when he gave that look of surprise. He probably thought I was a weak crybaby, but I've gotten over that.

In his consulting room, we chatted for a while. He did an examination for me, diagnosed me with anxiety disorder, and prescribed me some medicine. After I went back and took the medicine, I was much better.

But at that time, as an assistant detective, I was participating in the investigation of a serial murder case that was going to rush to the city.

Originally, I should have acted with my chief, but I always wanted to do more, so one day, I became the first witness to a murder scene...

The name of that case is... Angela paused, as if she really didn't want to recall that incident, but in the end, she said, The Bloody Man Massacre Case.

The murderer in this case likes to peel off the human skin and then leave the victim in a place to die.

The murderer will lure the police over, let the victim see the police, and detonate the bomb the moment he is saved, killing him. Angela's tone became a little trembling again, and Constantine felt a little bit of pain on his back. Chill.

And I... am the policeman who was led over and seen by the victim. Angela couldn't help crying.

I saw the victim's eyes and his eyes. The moment he saw me, there was a glimmer of hope in the despair and pain in his eyes. It was a strong desire to survive. He and I He is close at hand, just a few more steps to save him...

Then the bomb went off and he died, and I saw that hope in his eyes go out, completely out, and there's nothing left.

Konstantin took a deep breath. Although he had no research on psychology, and he knew how much this kind of trauma would hurt people, he still asked, ...and then?

I fell into complete madness and completely lost my mind. Angela kept sobbing and said, I don't remember what happened, but when I woke up again, I saw Schiller again. .”

He looked at me with a very helpless look, and then... Angela showed an unnatural expression, and said, I didn't mean it, but I really couldn't control my emotions... I cried again gone.

Constantine could already imagine Schiller's expression at that time. He sighed, looked at Angela, and asked, Then, did he cure you again?

Angela nodded and said: But I don't know how he did it. Anyway, he played another piece of soothing music, and I fell asleep again. When I woke up, those terrible memories became very hazy. It seems to have gone away from me.

This time, we talked a lot. I learned that he is also investigating serial murders. He told me that Nightmare's departure is only temporary. If you can't achieve spiritual self-consistency, then the madness will come back sooner or later.

Angela sniffed her nose, wiped her tears, and that strong look climbed onto her face again, and she said: He told me that if I want to get rid of this nightmare completely, I must be fearless. face it.

So, I worked hard to win the opportunity of field missions, and I performed well in every field mission, better than anyone else. Finally, I returned to the Metropolitan Police Department, and then participated in the first serious case and completed the key detection.

I am not afraid of any serial murder case. No matter how cruel or vicious the murderer is, I will do my best to bring them to justice. In this way, I have worked hard to get rid of the demons of the past and become the most famous person in the world. Female detective.

Constantine patted Angela on the shoulder. This time, he sincerely admired the female police officer. Having suffered countless mental tortures, he knew how difficult it was to get out of this state.

When a person's spirit is pulled into a trough, it can't be solved simply by thinking about it. It is as impossible as a drowning person trying to tread water to float.

Although changes in the external environment are helpful for the healing of mental trauma, in the end, you still have to rely on your own strong willpower to survive. Obviously, this female police detective is far stronger than most people.

Angela stood up, turned her head to look at the lights in the emergency room, she said: He has saved me several times, even if I am not a doctor and cannot save critically ill patients, I can always figure it out, What exactly is going on.

In any case, this has nothing to do with that mysterious organization. Constantine extinguished his cigarette and threw the cigarette butt into the trash can beside him. Angela changed the bullet again. Go, saying, I'll make them pay.

Konstantin paused for a moment, looked back at the lights in the emergency room, then turned and walked out.

As he walked out, he said to himself with some doubts: ...the first demon was summoned by me to pick up girls, but what is the hound from the depths of hell, and the big guy after that? ? How did they happen to be there?

Suddenly, his expression became a little indifferent again. He took out the Bible from his arms, tore off a page, held it in his hand, and said, Forget it, let's get rid of those who are in the way first. , owl? Huh...

After they all left, the emergency lights came on in the empty corridor, and beyond the door of the emergency room, Schiller, wearing a ventilator and pale, was lying on the hospital bed, surrounded by doctors in surgical gowns. Constantly busy.

The monitoring equipment next to it made a steady didi sound. Suddenly, the sound became rapid, and the chief surgeon immediately said: The situation is deteriorating, hurry up!

The doctors around were in a hurry, and the sound finally calmed down again, and then within a few seconds, the sound began to become hurried again, and the doctors began to be busy again, and after it stabilized, it began to deteriorate again.

In this way, deteriorating, rescuing, stabilizing, deteriorating, rescuing, stabilizing... Until the doctor was exhausted for three waves, Schiller was still not out of danger.

At this time, in Schiller's thinking hall, Schiller, wearing a black suit, stood in the middle of the bottom of the thinking hall, raised his head and shouted:

Death! Death! Are you there? Death! I have some questions to ask you, can you come out and see me?!

...Why didn't you come? Gray mist, can you be more dead?

Soon, Huiwu's aggrieved voice came from upstairs, he said: I tried my best, but the doctor's medical skills are too superb.

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