I really don't want to make a choice

The most reliable thing about Xiao Qiuyue is that when it is time to disappear, there will never be a lake.

When it disappears is very important.

In a sense, she is also a reliable person.

Sitting in Han Lang's co-pilot, Sui Xiamian felt a special peace of mind.

Ever since I knew I had a strange disease, there was always a stone on my heart.

Looking at life and death is easy to say, but how difficult is it to do it?

When people are down and down, they still resent the injustice of fate.

Not to mention facing life and death.

In this regard, Sui Xiamian did better than most people.

The car stopped, and two people got out of the car.

Sui Xiamian took Han Lang's arm consciously, as if she walked out of the movie theater that day.

Han Lang never confessed his love to Sui Xiamian himself.

Sui Xiamian didn't seem to have said something like "I like you" and "I love you" to Han Lang seriously.

Whether they are lovers or not is unknown.

Saying that they are not lovers doesn't seem right.

Things in this world, maybe sometimes it is like this, it is unclear.

"Xia Mian, I have something to tell you."

"Ah."

"I should like you. I have this idea from the first day I saw you."

"Is it?"

"Yes, that's why I was courting like that that day."

"Ah."

"I enjoy being with you."

"Me too."

"But I'm not a good man."

"Why do you say that?"

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In the room, Han Lang felt that it was necessary to clarify some things.

Perhaps, if he doesn't do anything and just continues to be gentle like this, there is a high probability that he will get Sui Xiamian.

But what about after getting it?

He didn't want her to promise himself because he saved her, and then to repay himself.

Although it is said that it is not necessarily wrong to make a promise with one's body.

But he felt that was not good after all.

"I have other women?"

After pondering for a while, Han Lang finally said what should be said.

Sui Xiamian looked at Han Lang without saying a word.

These words were indeed sudden.

"The assistant from Germany?"

Sui Xiamian asked slowly.

When she saw Li Qiuzhu for the first time, she seemed to see some hostility in that woman's eyes.

She didn't know if it was an illusion.

It is undeniable that the woman is very beautiful and has a good temperament.

Standing beside Han Lang, it was hard to imagine that he was just a simple assistant.

That was Li Qiuzhu's first self-awareness.

Women's self-consciousness is sometimes very accurate.

"She's one of them!"

Han Lang continued.

Sui Xiamian suddenly didn't know what to say?

She is one of them!

Indeed, she admitted that Han Lang had the capital to win the hearts of many beautiful women.

"Why are you telling me this?"

Sui Xiamian asked again.

"I don't want to lie to you."

Han Lang's answer was also considered honest.

"Cheating women, isn't it something men like to do?"

Sui Xiamian said again.

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Han Lang couldn't answer these words for a while.

"You saved me, if only to get me."

"I can satisfy you too."

Sui Xiamian continued.

Going around, I finally returned to the original point.

Just like in the past, there are many men with power and power, and they surround themselves to make money, just to get her.

At that time, she felt that life should not be like that.

Later, her illness was known by many people.

Those wealthy people will never revolve around her again.

She thinks that's pretty good, at least she can leave this world that she shouldn't have come to cleanly.

Then, the man in front of him appeared.

He gave himself a light he never had.

He said so righteously, and he did a good job.

He organized it very well.

She felt that she could live again.

She is looking forward to a new life with joy.

Before Han Lang said those words, she was so full of joy.

Finally, the man still spoke.

At least he didn't lie to himself, did he?

At least, I really like him from the bottom of my heart, don't I?

Since she couldn't change this fate by going around and going around, she decided to accept her fate.

Sui Xiamian's plain and simple words hurt Han Lang all of a sudden.

He would rather she scold him than say such words.

"Xia Mian, you misunderstood."

Han Lang continued.

What needs to be said will eventually be said.

"I like you, it's true."

"But it's true that I respect you. Saving you has nothing to do with all of this."

"Similarly, I really like other women."

Han Lang then said again.

Sui Xiamian stopped talking.

"I'm sorry, no matter what, these things, I have to say after all."

"When you went to Germany, you also saw it. She knew you existed."

Han Lang said again.

"You have a good rest, I'm leaving first."

"It's still the same sentence, don't think too much about money."

"You know, I'm not short of that money."

"It has nothing to do with whether you promise me or not."

"What I hope is that feelings are feelings, without transactions and exchanges."

Han Lang said again.

After saying this, he turned and left the house.

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Watching Han Lang leave, Sui Xiamian froze.

She suddenly couldn't figure out what kind of person Han Lang was.

He said to himself that he liked himself, and it was the first time he saw himself, and he liked him.

But like a person, is it like this?

Of course it doesn't seem right to say that Han Lang is bad.

During the time she spent with Han Lang, especially the time alone.

Han Lang didn't seem to have done anything to him too much.

She was the one who kissed Han Lang, and she was the one who asked Han Lang to go to the movies with her.

From the beginning to the end, Han Lang was satisfying himself.

If she really wants to talk about friendship, what right does she have to ask Han Lang to do those things.

At those times, she just assumed the role that Han Lang liked her.

From the beginning to the end, Han Lang didn't owe him anything.

Thinking of these, Sui Xiamian felt a little uncomfortable.

In the end, he owed it to Han Lang.

If Han Lang really only wants to get himself, he doesn't need to talk to himself today.

Instead, she had already made a plan to hand herself over to Han Lang.

When it's done, I can only admit it.

But Han Lang didn't do that after all.

He said to himself, let himself not care about him saving himself, but how could she not care about such a big matter?

He said to himself that he hopes that the relationship is a sincere liking from the heart, not a transaction, not an interest.

But there is nothing in this world that can be so pure.

Even if it's about feelings, don't you owe me and I owe you?

Sui Xiamian was very contradictory, she lost her mind for a while.

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Han Lang walked out of the house and lit a cigarette.

In fact, being a scumbag doesn't seem to be that easy, does it?

Why!Difficult!