Yunlong Variety

He really loved that girl, and he thought that girl would love him the same way he loved that girl, accepting his physical blemishes and disabilities!

But that girl disappointed him, and made him even more desperate, feeling that his self-esteem was ruthlessly trampled under the contemptuous eyes of that girl!

Therefore, as much as he loves that girl, his hands are as hard as they are!

At that time, he might have gone crazy!

Otherwise, with his intelligence, how could he not have thought that if that girl really loved him, how could she care whether he was disabled or not!

Maybe at that time he could still have such a trace of calmness, his and her fate would be rewritten!

Maybe that girl would never think that her look not only killed her, but also drove him into madness!

That girl never thought that once this kind of madness broke out, like a poisonous seed, it would take root in his heart, causing his mind to be extremely twisted!

In this tragic love, the girl gave her life as splendid as a flower, while he lived in pain without love all his life!

In this tragic love, it doesn't matter who wins or loses, the fate of him and her can no longer be rewritten!

After an unknown amount of time, his hands had gradually loosened. When he saw the girl's contemptuous gaze and the blood dripping from the corner of her mouth before she died, he felt his stomach twitching, squatting naked in a corner and throwing up desperately. From now on, the feeling is like a scar hidden in the bottom of my heart!

The bright moon in the sky has also become eclipsed, as if it is no longer sad for the love that ended without a disease, the stars have hidden in the clouds as if they are secretly weeping for this love tragedy, the flowers do not know when to wither, and the petals that fall with the wind do not know where to fly He Fang, seems to be seeing off the lost ray of fragrance soul, the sound of frogs and insects one after another, like an elegy for his and her love again, every sound seems to be full of pity...

From then on, every time he saw blood, his stomach would twitch and he couldn't help wanting to vomit!

But sometimes there will be other people around, and he can only suppress himself from vomiting, the pain of stomach convulsions will make his face pale and distorted, in order to cover up his pale and distorted complexion , had to wear a delicate gold mask!

If no one is around, he will vomit immediately, until he seems to want to vomit everything in his stomach, until it seems that he has vomited all his bile, and his mouth is so bitter that he is exhausted. curled up there panting like a dead dog...

Later, he always liked to wear robes, and the hem of each robe was surprisingly long. No one knew why he made the hem of the robe so long?

Only he himself understands that he doesn't want others to see his disabled left leg again, and he can no longer stand anyone's contemptuous gaze. If there is another time, he knows that he will definitely Crazy!

But he forgot that he had already trained his disabled left leg to be more flexible than his right leg. As long as he didn't take off his trousers to expose his left leg in public, no one would ever see it!

Such a simple truth, but he did not think of it, maybe this is what the Buddhists often say is the obstacle of knowledge and vision!

It's like a person holding a handful of sand in his hand, the harder he grasps it, the faster the sand will flow through the cracks between his fingers!

He is like the man holding the sand, the more he cares about that left leg, the more he puts a tighter shackle on himself, and he is afraid that the tighter shackle will kill him one day, But he didn't notice it, instead he spared no effort to cover up that disabled left leg!

There will always be times when a person is lonely, and he is also a human being, so naturally there will be times when he is lonely!

When a person is lonely, he usually drinks. He is also a human being, and he also drinks when he is lonely!

When a person is lonely, he usually gets drunk quickly after drinking alcohol. As long as he is drunk, no matter how painful and lonely it is, it seems that it is no longer unbearable!

When he was lonely, he drank but never got drunk!

It's not that he doesn't want to get drunk, but he doesn't dare to get drunk. He must keep himself sober all the time! ,

Because he understands better than anyone else how important being sober is to him!

There used to be at least one or two people he had to deal with, all because he was drunk so his people could do it so easily, otherwise, even he couldn't predict the result!

Therefore, he never wants to make such a mistake, and he can't make it. A person who is about to be worshiped as a god is absolutely not allowed to get drunk and must stay sober!

In this regard, he has always done a good job!

It's just that he forgot one thing, he is not a god, except for his disabled left leg, he is still a normal man!

A normal man, of course, would need a woman!

He is also a normal man, so he naturally needs women too!

In order to hide the disability of his left leg on weekdays, he suppressed his desire very well!

But the lonely him who drank alcohol, although he was very sober, his desire for women was like someone lighting a fire in his heart, and he couldn't extinguish it no matter what!

That night, in the darkness, he finally had his first woman. He couldn't remember what that woman looked like now, or he didn't see it clearly!

In short, that night, he poured all the suppressed pain and loneliness on the woman's moving body to his heart's content, and gained unprecedented happiness!

The next day, in the eyes of others, he still looked aloof!

Only he himself knows that that kind of happiness seems to make every part of his body extraordinarily relaxed, especially the loneliness and pain in his heart seems to have eased a lot!

But he made a huge mistake, that is, he made people kill that woman!

If he could keep that woman in the house for a few more days, maybe his fate would change again because of the woman, but this time it would not be for the worse but for the better!

Unfortunately, when he stepped out of the house, the fate of that woman could no longer be changed!

That woman died silently like this, his secret will never be known, and he is still complacent!

However, when he returned to the house at night, his stomach began to twitch again, and then he vomited in a mess. The relaxed feeling of the day was gone, but the feeling of loneliness and pain was a little bit heavier. Like a dying wild dog, he can only think helplessly, what is wrong with him!

It's a pity that he thought about it all night, but he didn't understand where he went wrong?

But he was never a person who gave up easily. He locked himself in the room and thought about it for three days, but he still didn't know what was wrong with him?

In three days, he vomited several times again, each time making him look like a dying wild dog. He could only curl up there panting, not even daring to light a candle to take a look at his appearance, just hiding like this. In the dark!

Three nights later, he stopped torturing himself. After drinking, he brought a woman into the house again. This time he got pleasure from the woman again, but after the pleasure, he immediately let the woman out. room!

He knew that as long as a woman walked out of the house, someone would take her to the place where she should go. It is said that only the dead would go to that place!

Another ignorant woman died like this, he didn't care, he only cared about whether he would vomit, the pain was going to drive him crazy!

Taking advantage of the darkness to send the woman away, he did not vomit when he returned to the house at night!

He felt that he was the smartest person in the world, and he was the only one who could think of why that woman made him vomit as soon as he returned to the house the first night, because at dawn, his disabled left leg would definitely be seen by that woman. If I feel uneasy in my heart, I will think of that contemptuous gaze again, so I will vomit non-stop!

It's just that he was clever this time but was misled by his cleverness. The woman did see his disabled left leg the first night, but if he was willing to look back, there was no contempt in the woman's eyes, only a little surprise, and more Much love and affection!

The woman looked at his back as he walked out of the house, and imagined in her heart how many children they could have!

It's a pity that he is not her, and she is not him, so what is left after the one-night pleasure is only a sad story!

A smart person often makes mistakes because he is too smart. Just like him at that time, he always likes to be self-righteous. This is the mistake every smart person is most willing to make, but every smart person doesn’t know it. Complacent!

Later, as long as he drinks, there will be a young and beautiful woman on the bed, and there will be another ray of fragrance in Huangquan!

Women and wine are like indispensable elixir, making him, a lonely and inferior person, regain his confidence in the joy and intoxication again and again, and become that aloof god again!

Over the years, his heart has become colder and more numb. Women and wine can no longer satisfy him in the slightest. It's getting stronger!

Just like that, he locked himself in the house, neither drinking nor looking for women, just sitting there like a soulless walking dead, not eating or drinking for seven days, and finally concocted a crazy plan , Since then, countless people in the arena, many famous heroes, have lost their lives because of this!

At the beginning, his plan was perfect every time, so perfect that no one doubted the person hiding in the dark, until his methods became more and more fierce, and more and more people died, and finally the he who was hiding in the dark and his Three years ago, the Zhuge Gang aroused more and more people's vigilance. When mentioning the mysterious Zhuge Gang and him, they hated it even more, lest they avoid it!

He was not satisfied or frightened by this, but a greater longing arose in his heart. It was a longing for power. He longed for everyone to kneel at his feet and look up to him. A god that people fear, an invincible myth, an eternal legend...

This person is none other than the leader of the Zhuge Gang!

Many people in Jianghu know his name, but few people know that he is the leader of Zhuge Gang!