Rebirth Junior High School: The Excelling Top Student Goddess

Perhaps the expression of disdain on Yun Hua’s face was too dazzling, and Qi Ziheng’s mood was excited again.

“Drawing, I’m not him, I’m really not him.”

Qi Ziheng said eagerly, “During my coma, I have been dreaming about that dream, an immersive dream that made me even think that I was that stupid person. But I am really not him. I would not be like If he does that, he will never! I will not protect the people I like in such a stupid way. “

“He is paranoid and cowardly. He does not have enough confidence to protect his lover, but he refuses to let go and stubbornly imprisons her next to him. He clearly likes her but never refuses to say love She; he thought he had done too much for her, but in fact he didn’t know what she wanted at all; he was more stupid than hopeless, and he thought he liked her, but not at all who really understood what she wanted What do you want … “

“He’s really stupid and stupid, everything she’s done is done by him! He’s not qualified to say like, he’s not qualified to love her.”

Qi Ziheng looked earnestly, and even looked at Yun Hua with a begging, “But I am not him, I will never be like him. He is blind and blind, but I am not, I am not blind or blind, I am not him!”

“Drawing, I’m not him, I’m really not him …”

Qi Ziheng’s voice was very low and low, with a pleading cry, “It’s just a dream of mine, or maybe a dream of you. He is the person who looks exactly like me in the dream, but he is not me. Painting, he is not me, nor is he … You can anger me, but you can’t really treat me as him, it’s not fair … “

Yun Hua was silent.

Qi Ziheng’s eyes were very deep, and the pain spread in his eyes. “You can’t do this to me. From the first meeting to the present, you have treated me with his attitude towards me. I’m totally baffled. I’m not doing anything. If you know it, you have endured your hatred of him … For so many years, do you know how dazed and painful I am when I face your disgusted eyes? “

“Drawing, you will never know, how disgusting your eyes make me feel uncomfortable.” Qi Ziheng’s throat narrowed, and his voice became deeper and hoarse. “People I like so much use it Looked in disgust … This is probably the harshest punishment. “

“I always thought that I did something wrong, or where I was too annoying, otherwise why would you look at me with that kind of look. Even if I can save your life, I do n’t even want to die, and I ca n’t change to you A caring concern … “

Qi Ziheng took a breath and watched Yun Hua smile slowly. “Drawing, you don’t know, how many times I have become disgusted with myself. It must be me bad, otherwise how can you look at me like that? But I also You do n’t know what ’s wrong with you, and you do n’t want to tell me what ’s wrong with me! I keep looking at myself, but nothing happens, I just fall into the deeper and deeper aversion … ”

Qi Ziheng suddenly reached out and hugged his head.

His voice was stuffy, low, and dumb, “I finally know now, I’m right, it’s not my fault. The person you hate, the person you hate, is him, not me …”

Speaking, Qi Ziheng suddenly looked up at Yun Hua again. “Drawing is like twin. The big brother did something wrong and made you hate him and hate him, but what is the relationship with the younger brother? The younger brother just grows with him It ’s exactly the same. Except for this face, I ’m completely different from him! Do n’t you feel it? I ’m not him! ”

“I’m not him!”

In the last four words, Qi Ziheng roared out with almost every effort.

Yun Hua finally moved and moved.

Don’t you feel it? I am not him.

Yun Hua pursed her lips and became silent.

She replied in her heart: yes, I feel that you are not him, but … but I can’t help it …

Facing the same face, she really can’t separate Qi Ziheng from today’s Qi Ziheng from past life. She also knew that she might not be angry with this Qi Ziheng, after all, this Qi Ziheng had never been sorry for her.

Qi Ziheng in this life is different from Xiao Ruyue in this life.

The former hasn’t hurt her in the least, or it hasn’t had time to hurt her.

But the latter, Xiao Ruyue, actually dealt with her again and again, so her revenge was logical.

What about aligning sub-balances?

Whether he did n’t have time, or that he would never strike her at all, it is not important. What is important is that Qi Ziheng has indeed done nothing to be sorry for her. She has always been unilaterally hostile to him, neglecting him, Ignore him …

Not fair?

Maybe, but she really couldn’t treat him as someone other than Qi Ziheng.

“Just because of this face, right?” Qi Ziheng looked at her and chuckled. “Because the face is exactly the same, you can’t cut me apart from him, right? Then I don’t want this face, OK? “

“What are you going to do?” Yun Hua frowned suddenly.

“Rest assured, I won’t do anything to make you embarrassed.” Qi Ziheng smiled. “Since you can’t tell me from him because of this face, I will change my face and help you distinguish.”

“Qi Ziheng!”

Yun Hua frowned fiercely, “Don’t do this!”

“Oh yes, there’s a name.” Qi Ziheng laughed. “Not only his face, but also this name, Qi and his last name can’t be changed, but the name doesn’t matter. What kind of name do you like? Or can you pick one for me?”

“Zi Heng!” Yun Hua pursed his lips. “Why are you doing this?”

“You don’t understand!” Qi Ziheng looked at Yun Hua and slowly shook his head. “You don’t understand, how much I want to be another person in your heart, not the one that hurts you deeply. I am not him at all, I wasn’t his. I was never him … “

Yun Hua closed his eyes.

She shook.

Whether a person is true or false, she can now tell clearly.

She can see Qi Ziheng’s struggle and pain.

She is also fully understandable.

Indeed, Qi Ziheng in this life is not Qi Ziheng of past life. He has never experienced those things in person, even if he suddenly has the memory of past life, but for Qi Ziheng today, he is like suddenly having the memory of his twin big brother, he watched his twin big openly brother did that many things, he did n’t agree, he did n’t think it was himself …

It’s similar to dual personality.

But there are differences.

Most of the dual personality in psychology is that the two personalities do not know each other and do not remember what the other person has done. There is also a small part that the personality does not know the existence of the subpersonality, but the subpersonality knows the existence of the personality. .

If counted in terms of dual personality, the Ziziheng who can control the body in this life is obviously the Master personality, and the memory of the previous life is a secondary personality for him. The problem now is that the secondary personality is dead and no longer exists Yes, but the is Master personality has more memories of subpersonality.

And Yun Hua, because of what the vice personality did, angered his personality …

For Qi Ziheng in this life, his character is indeed very wronged. He has done nothing, but has suffered Yun Hua’s hatred …

“I am sorry.”

Yun Hua looked at Qi Ziheng and said softly.

His face collapsed, and Qi Ziheng, full of pain, suddenly looked up and looked at Yun Hua in disbelief. “You … what are you talking about?”

“I’m sorry, I shouldn’t treat you with his attitude, and I’m sorry, I can’t control myself. So … so I will try to stay away from you and try not to get in touch with you, otherwise I’m afraid I will not stand Live … hurt you, even kill you! “

Yun Hua’s voice was very weak. She was saying sorry, but she did not at all feel guilty. She was just stating a fact.

For Qi Ziheng, however, this is more than enough.

He was a little unbelievable, and then he was ecstatic. His hands trembled slightly. “Do n’t, do n’t say sorry to me. What he did ruined your life … No matter how angry you are, it’s normal … You anger me It’s also normal, after all, to you, I am him, he of another World … “

“Don’t say I’m sorry.” Qi Ziheng’s expressions couldn’t help, he wanted to laugh, but he wanted to cry. “Drawing, I … I’m sorry, I didn’t know anything before, I shouldn’t force you. No one knows how painful you are, with those memories that make you collapse, but you have not become dark, you have become better and better … You really don’t have to say sorry to anyone, especially me! How can I Qualification. I should say sorry to you … “

Qi Ziheng cried terribly.

An A Man’s Song, crying like this is really ruining, but Yun Hua can clearly feel that he is very excited at the moment.

At this moment, Yun Hua was really relieved.

This world, after all, is different from that World. Nothing is the same.

At this moment, Qi Ziheng sucked his nose, and he looked towards Yun Hua, “Do you know how I got this angina?”

Yun Hua blinked, “Did you get it in a dream?”

Qi Ziheng smiled bitterly, “It’s him.”

“en?”

Yun Hua is puzzled.

Qi Ziheng sighed, “I’m not qualified to ask you to believe, let alone to understand his bastard. However, he does … forget it, don’t say these. After you die, Xiao Ruyue and Duan Xinhai found another follow A person similar to you, instead of you, Xiao Ruyue also used the photos of your life to lie to him and make him think you are still staying in the healing courtyard … “

“One day, he was drunk and couldn’t stand it anymore. He was too tired to drill the camp so hard, and climbed up desperately, but dreaming back at midnight, he was still alone and wanted to hold him It ’s not enough to hug your favorite person, but you can only take a look at your favorite person through photos … “

“He couldn’t hold it, he drank too much, and indulged himself in going to the sanitarium to find you, and wanted to tell you all his plans. Originally, Duan Xinhai explained all aspects of the sanitarium, and Xiao Ruyue reported in advance. Every time he goes to the sanatorium, the person receiving him is arranged by Duan Xinhai. No one will tell him the truth and will do everything possible to prevent him from seeing you. “

“On that day, he was drunk and suddenly visited. Duan Xinhai was not on a business trip, and no one arranged. He just asked a low-level nurse …”