Rebirth Junior High School: The Excelling Top Student Goddess

When Jing Xiu woke up, Luo Yunli was texting.

She was sitting in a chair next to the hospital bed, her head down, and she worked very hard and seriously.

She did n’t spend too much time on her mobile phone, she did n’t know how to send text messages, let alone send text messages with one hand, so she would work very hard with her head down and text messages with both hands.

Jing Xiu didn’t move. He was too tired and mentally tired.

He just looked at her like that.

Just ten minutes later, Luo Yunli looked up, and when she suddenly met his eyes, she was startled.

“Axiu, you’re awake!” Luo Yunli froze, and a moment of surprise appeared on his face. “When you wake up, don’t you call me!”

“Do you want something to eat? I’ll buy it for you.” Luo Yunli put down his phone and said, holding his hand tightly.

Jing Xiu shook his head.

Luo Yunli bit her lip, sitting on the side of the hospital bed, lying down next to Jing Xiu. She went to kiss Jing Xiu’s cheek, but Jing Xiu tilted her head slightly and avoided it.

Luo Yunli froze, and then his eyes became red. “Axiu, you … do you hate me?”

“No, I don’t know how long I haven’t washed my face.” Jing Xiu laughed. “Not clean.”

“I don’t hate you.” Luo Yunli held his face, and kissed his dry lips without the slightest hesitation. “You haven’t kissed me for a long time.”

“Yunli, let me go first, I can’t breathe a bit.”

Jing Xiu’s voice was tired.

Luo Yunli quickly let go and looked at Jing Xiu nervously. “What’s wrong, isn’t it uncomfortable?”

“It’s okay.” Jing Xiu breathed a long sigh of relief. “You haven’t eaten yet. Go to eat. Don’t worry about me. There is a nurse.”

“No, I don’t want to leave you.” Luo Yunli picked up the kettle on the bedside table, which had warm water inside, poured it a little, and let Jing Xiu drink a little, at least moisturizing his lips and throat.

Jing Xiu had no strength to argue with her.

He lay quietly without a word.

Luo Yunli constantly wanted to share various interesting things with him.

“Yangji’s surgery was successful. The doctor said that it wouldn’t take long to recover from the i-state and Lazhen. Her eye surgery was also very successful. When the doctor said that her recovery was good, her vision could basically be within one Baidu! Gesang’s cleft lip and palate surgery is also scheduled … “

Luo Yunli chattered endlessly, his voice filled with joy.

“I took Gesang to a movie and took him to KFC. Little Brat was too happy.” Luo Yunli said, “Yes, I also bought a lot of books for them. The variety of books here is too rich. There are no Tibetan areas at all, and it is difficult to buy. Big cities are convenient. I also learned to buy online, and I can deliver things as soon as one day. I ca n’t imagine it! “

“Children here are so happy.” Luo Yunli said with emotion, “I was shopping at the supermarket and heard a little girl tell mother angrily that she didn’t want to go to the special class, didn’t want to learn piano and dance, and didn’t want to learn Learn English in painting … It ’s … I ’m in the middle of the blessing and I do n’t know how blessed it is. It ’s difficult for our children in Tibetan area to finish elementary and junior high school, let alone what kind of extra-curricular class. Many people have never watched TV a few times. , Mobile phones have only been seen on TV … “

“Axiu, in the future, our child must give him the best environment and let him receive the best education.” Luo Yunli whispered, “Oh yes, this is my bookkeeping these days, spent The money is on it. Do n’t remember, you have already spent so much money, and in this big city, money is really useless. ”

“Don’t show me.” Jing Xiu was very tired. “Just a little money.”

“That’s your money, not mine.” Luo Yunli bit his lip. “I’ll write down every money I spend now, and I’ll pay it back to you later.”

“Yun Li.” Jing Xiu didn’t continue the topic, he suddenly called her.

“en?”

“Do you love me?” Jing Xiu’s voice was very light and exhausted.

“What’s the matter with you.” Luo Yunli looked at Jingxiu with a strange look. “Why asked this question suddenly? I don’t love you, don’t you know? I think this is the only one between us that we don’t need to ask again. Something wrong! “

Jing Xiu looked up at her, “I’m sick, I can’t find out the cause, I don’t know how long I can sustain it, or this Xu Once, when there is no medical staff, a heart attack, I died.”

“No, no, don’t allow you to say that, no, definitely no!” Luo Yunli immediately cried and hugged him. “Don’t do this, you really will be fine!”

Jing Xiu laughed, “Originally I thought, finish the work on the base as soon as possible, and then marry you. We go back to the Tibetan area and live there … If my parents do n’t forgive me, I will take a year A little time, go home and see them, other times I can stay with you in Tibet, support education, or be a Tibetan doctor. If they forgive me, I will take you home often to see … if we have With children, my parents must be softer … “

“…” Luo Yunli bit her lip and looked at Jing Xiu, “How come I suddenly mentioned this?”

Jing Xiu smiled, stretched out his hand and touched Luo Yunli’s face, “I really want to spend a lifetime with you, poor or rich, I do n’t like life in big cities, I do n’t like political intent, I have no ambition , There is no goal, I just want to live a landscaped life, and do my best to help those in need. “

Luo Yunli didn’t know how to answer.

“Yunli, you love the city, don’t you?”

“I … I didn’t … I like you … where you are, I am!” Luo Yunli bit her lip. “You like to live a life that is close to nature. We live in the Tibetan area. I will go wherever you want. Where to go. It ’s just … I think we should also consider it for children. If we have a child, he will be educated in a big city, and he will have more choices in the future. If he follows us in Tibet, he wo n’t be able to reach him at all. In a developed society, his vision will become narrower … that will limit his life. At least he must be exposed to the prosperity before making a choice, otherwise I worry that he will regret it and resent it. “

Jing Xiu was silent, “I don’t want child.”

“Ah?” Luo Yunli stared wide-eyed. “For … why?”

“No reason, I just didn’t think about having a child.” Jing Xiu said softly, “I’m afraid I’m not a good father, I’m afraid I can’t afford this responsibility. If I have a baby, I can’t raise him well and teach him well. In his words, it would be better not to give birth to him from the beginning. “

Luo Yunli was silent.

Jing Xiu looked at her, “Sorry Yun Li, we haven’t talked about this before. You can see that you like children very much and you want to have your own children, but I can’t, I can help those children, but I really Is not ready to be a father, or it may never be ready. I may really not be a father. “

“No … no, it’s not like this …” Luo Yunli’s expression was very tangled. “You are so kind and caring, you are patient with children, you will be a good father.”

“Not the same.” Jing Xiu shook his head. “I can’t confirm that I can afford this responsibility, and I don’t want to make my child resentful. An irresponsible father is a disaster for the child.”

“but……”

“Yunli, the money on my card should be enough for you to study and live in City S. You can go to college, you can learn anything you want to do, and you can do anything you want.” Jing Xiu said softly, “You can have a better life.”

“You … what do you mean?” Luo Yunli looked at Jingxiu in a horror, holding his arms tightly with his hands. “Axiu, you you you … what are you going to do, don’t scare me, Why do you say that suddenly, Ashu! “

Jing Xiu looked at her, barely stretched out his hands, struggling to touch her face, “Yun Li, can I be ill?”

“… Yes, surely!” Luo Yunli clenched his hands on her cheeks tightly. “The cause must be found, it must be cured, you cannot be so negative.”

“No, I asked you.” Jing Xiu looked at her, “My illness, when will it be okay?”

“…” Luo Yunli blinked a little blankly, “I … I’m not a doctor, but the doctor can surely find the cause and cure you quickly …”

“Can you be fine tomorrow?” Jing Xiu asked, “or the day after tomorrow?”

“Asho, you … you …”

“Yun Li, I have been grateful for everything you have done for me and Yao Yao, and I will never forget it,” Jing Xiu said softly, “I also really like you, love you, you are so kind … I swear to give you happiness , I swear I will give you everything you want! “

“Asiu …” Luo Yun wept emotionally.

Jing Xiu laughed, “But now, I find that you are not happy with me, and I cannot give you happiness.”

“No, no, no, I’m very happy, I’m happy to do anything with you …”

“Yunli, listen to me.” Jing Xiu looked at her. “I thought I knew you, but I didn’t know you at all. I didn’t know what you wanted until now.”

“…”

“You don’t have to force it. It’s also a fate to be able to walk this way together. I always appreciate you, really.” Jing Xiu said lightly, “I thought I could give you everything, but in fact, I couldn’t. For example, I can give you a marriage But I cannot give you child; I can give you love but I cannot give you life … “

“I don’t want children, I don’t want your life, I only want you!”

“All the money on the card is transferred to your account name, as well as the apartment you bought a few days ago, which will allow you to settle down in S City. I will not be able to accompany you anymore.” Jing Xiu said.

“Why! What happened to you!” Luo Yunli’s face collapsed.

Jing Xiu looked at her, his eyes suddenly filled with deep disappointment: “Yun Li, I once told you that you can tell me anything you want, I can give it, even if it is My life! But why don’t you tell me? “

“Say… what to say?”

“Yunli, you are used to fighting for what you want, you can get it yourself. But you ca n’t reach for something without I give it.” Jing Xiu looked at her, “For example, my life.”