The bright noon sun has gradually dimmed, becoming less dazzling, leaving only a small gap in the curtains of the sanatorium's office, and the light from the gap shines on the tabletop.

After the temperature began to drop, the air conditioner was turned on in the office. At this time, the heating was sufficient, but Loki experienced a feeling that he had never experienced before and that belonged to ordinary humans - cold.

The corners of his mouth drooped down, and he didn't open his mouth, just squeezed a few words out of his teeth: "...Don't say it."

"People always like to overestimate their mental capacity and feel like they can take it easy when faced with an answer, but it's really hard."

Loki stared at him and did not speak. Asgardians always had some classic beauty in their appearance. Loki's eyebrows were deep, and the edge was sharp, like a knife, when the shadow cast completely covered it. When he closed his eyes, he looked cold and deep.

"I have many angles to analyze this problem, to tell you where your mentality comes from, and how to solve it..."

Schiller's words turned a corner: "...But there is a fee."

Loki's expression was very cold. He stood up, but he felt a resistance in his body. Venom said in his heart: "I advise you to think about it again. This may be a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity."

"Don't try to influence me, monster."

"If you're going to put your anger on me..." Venom's voice carried an unexpected calmness from Loki: "Then I'll tell you, even if you leave here now, there's nowhere to go, orphan."

"Are you going to face Thor with this mentality? Ask him those stupid questions you already know the answer to, or are you really going to be like a wagging dog and ask him directly if he loves you or not?"

"...I said, enough!"

"Calm down." Schiller's words brought Loki back to reality. He said, "I charge a lot, but it must be more effective than you think."

"More importantly, I don't think you have the ability to pay the bill now, so I will put this account on your brother, because he is the heir to Asgard."

"...Then let's start." Loki sat back down.

"Let's look at it from a different angle," Schiller said, gesturing to put things aside, "You should know in your heart that you're jealous of Thor, but we can take a closer look at that emotion. ."

"Now, imagine what if you were Thor?"

"What's going to happen?" Loki asked, "...what else?"

"Don't worry, listen to me, let's say, now you are the eldest son of Odin and the heir of Asgard. You have been concerned by Odin since you were a child. No matter what happened, he will not blame you too much... …”

"He..." Loki calmed himself down as much as possible before entering this hypothetical scene.

"You can imagine that putting yourself in Thor's place has been the focus of everyone since childhood. Odin values ​​you, Frigga loves you, and your peers respect you..."

With Schiller's words, Loki began to sink into his imagination.

When the bonfire was burning, the shouting of the duel field became very noisy. He stood in the front row, then jumped from his seat, stood in the center of the duel field, and accepted everyone's cheers and shouts. The audience watched with hope. I believe he will be able to win.

Then, he crossed the long Asgard Bridge again, and walked into the gate of Asgard with joy and excitement. He stood upright, bathed in light, Odin complimented him, and Frigga revealed Reassuring smile.

He rode his horse on the battlefields of the Nine Realms, and no one was the enemy of his unity, he galloped and took the honor of victory without any effort, and then brought them back to the Father of the Gods to accept the people of Asgard. Impressed.

"So now, where is Thor?"

Schiller's words didn't interrupt Loki's fantasies, only to turn his perspective, and he saw that, behind the cheering crowd, Thor stood watching him, and as he walked back to the camp, Thor looked at him from a distance, and after the two of them had completely switched their identities and perspectives, Loki suddenly had a strange feeling.

"Okay, and then, bring those things you did into Thor, he did a lot of pranks on you, and then this behavior started to get worse and worse, and then it was no longer limited to pranks, and began to really frame you. …”

"No..." Loki frowned deeply, "I didn't..."

"Don't deny all this, but then think about it and see how you would see all this from Thor's perspective?"

In an instant, the illusion full of honor and glory shattered, Loki's arms began to tremble, his teeth pressed together tightly, and then a few words emerged from it: "I didn't see it."

"Didn't see anything?"

Suddenly, his shoulders relaxed, his jaw began to tremble slightly, and then he slowly calmed down, "I didn't see those things."

"Really? Do you want to watch it again?"

"No." Loki immediately refused.

"Then are you sure, you didn't see it?"

Loki was silent.

He was silent for a while, until he was completely free from that emotion before he said, "Maybe... I saw it."

He paused for a long time, the whole sentence was filled with some hysterical air, and then turned into a trembling, "But I... don't care."

"He knew, but didn't care, did he?" Loki looked up at Schiller, who fiddled with the pen in his hand and said, "Actually, you should also think that although your brother is reckless, impulsive, and stubborn, He's not really an idiot, his intelligence is normal, he could even be said to be gifted in some ways..."

"You have been together for so many years, and you have been with each other for a long time. You think you know him well, but he also understands you. Maybe, he sees a lot of things you do. This is He doesn't care..."

"You wanted to avoid this answer just now, because you felt that his inattentive behavior made you feel more uncomfortable than dismantling you in person or complaining to Odin."

"So now, ask yourself, are you doing all this really to hurt Thor, to kill him, to replace him, or just to get more attention?"

"I..." Loki subconsciously wanted to deny the answer, "Don't be joking, how could I possibly want to win his attention? He has no brains at all, and he was just a reckless man from beginning to end..."

"Really? Then when I asked you, as Thor, how did you think of Loki, why didn't you want to give that answer?"

Loki fell silent again, but he didn't tremble like that, just paused in the same position.

"He probably doesn't care." Loki's voice became more airy, and the sentence was incorporated into a sigh, and he showed a somewhat self-deprecating smile, saying: "At least when I was a child, my mischief What I did was not meticulous at all, I was simply playing tricks on him."

"I remember there were times when Thor's comrades saw that I did it, so they hated me even more, but Thor didn't say anything."

"I know he didn't see it..." Loki's tone became a little puzzled: "But why did I believe it at the time, he just didn't see it?"

"Maybe it's because, you can't accept it, he sees it, he just doesn't care," Schiller said.

Loki was silent.

"Okay, now let's add a little extra condition to this situation, you are still you, that is to say, it is your current appearance, physique, strength, ability, but you are still Odin's favorite eldest son, Asgard The heir of virtue..."

Before Schiller finished speaking, Loki said: No, it's impossible, I..."

"Asgard will not have such an heir, my physical strength is too weak..."

"I am not Odin, and this is not the coronation ceremony of the throne, and what I say does not count."

"This is just an assumption. It's an assumption anyway. What logic is there?"

Loki was speechless and could only nod his head.

"Well, as you said, you have various shortcomings, some of which are even fatal, such as not having the physique that Asgard is proud of, Odin can see these shortcomings, Asgard people You can see it, but you still become the heir of Asgard, Odin takes good care of you, no matter what trouble you get into, he is willing to settle it for you..."

"So, what would Thor think of you in this situation?"

"He..." Loki seemed to have a complete sentence and wanted to say it directly, but after spitting out the first word, he was choked.

"Don't doubt what you are thinking now, Thor will definitely be jealous of you, no matter how much, this emotion must exist."

Schiller made another gesture and said: "You may often think that Thor has so many shortcomings. He is completely out of his mind. He will only bury his head in the face and ignore the consequences. He is an unreasonable idiot."

"But if this kind of identity is exchanged, Thor should also think that your physique is so weak that you can't even pick up artifacts, you can't charge in front of you in battle, you can't set an example as a general, and there is no heroic Asgardian. quality……"

"Look, the world is like this. When you can't be the other party, and when you can't be in his position and do his things, you always feel that the other party's virtue doesn't match."

"Some of his shortcomings will be infinitely magnified in your eyes, and then you will use these shortcomings to imagine that if you sit in that position, you will do better than him."

"But when you really get to that position, your shortcomings will also be magnified, and whether the advantages you are proud of can handle the troubles caused by the shortcomings is still unknown."

"So what?" Loki said, looking at Schiller. "Are you saying that even if I sat in Thor's place~www.readwn.com~ I wouldn't do better than him?"

Schiller shook his head and said, "No, I'm just telling you that it's perfectly normal for you to feel jealous of your brother, resent your father's injustice, and think Asgardians have no sense."

"If you switch places with Thor, these emotions will still exist. Thor may not be as delicate as yours, but it is absolutely impossible for him to be completely immune to these emotions."

"If you don't believe it, think about him now. In a sense, the current situation is that the status of the two of you has changed. Do you think Thor's sudden promotion of you is really complete. Aren't you jealous? Do you think he's really generous and doesn't care that Odin gave you the glory that belonged to him?"

"Since he is also jealous and resentful, then there is actually no difference between the two of you, and it is not because you are narrow-minded or mentally abnormal that these negative emotions arise. It is just human nature."

"I make this assumption..." Schiller paused, took a sip of water from the water glass, and then continued: "...I just want to tell you that the messy emotions in your heart now contain jealousy and resentment. , shock, bewilderment, bewilderment, bewilderment, etc., are actually all too common.”

"So you don't have to make some self-defeating inferences, for example, Thor and Odin are good people with brilliant justice, and you are a dark and despicable villain who can only hide in the corner to release negative emotions, or produce some more Extreme thoughts, wanting to bring this pain to other people..."

Schiller put down the water glass, looked Loki in the eyes and said, "I just said you were like a dog chasing minced meat, but the conclusion is that if you put a collar on Thor, he might chase more than you."

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